[ ]you cry often
[] you have cut yourself
[x] you have taken a liking to the color black
[x] you think things you think nobody else would ever think
[x] you have thought about killing yourself (Everyone does. It's common.)
[] you punch, scratch yourself
[] your poor
[] you hide your face with your hair
[] you think nobody understands you
[] you feel alone
TOTAL: 3

[] taken a liking to other peoples pain
[ ] you enjoy pain
[] you have thought about cutting yourself
[x] you want something to die a lot (Twilight.)
[x] you have thought that you were bi polar
[ ] you have no friends
[] people have labeled you 'emo'
[ ] everybody hates you
[] you go to therapy
[] your quiet
TOTAL: 5

[ ] think nobody cares about you
[] you have been told "there's people that have it worse then you"
[] you don't leave the house (Im stuck on my ass all day)
[] you stopped eating for at least 2 days
[x] your worried about your future
[ ] your parents dont care
[ ] you dont like being around people
[] your friends left you because your depression
[] your lonely
[x] you spend a lot of your time on the computer ( )

TOTAL: 7

[ ] you feel like there is nothing good in life
[ ] your an atheist (Open minded.)
[] you only believe there is only bad in the world
[x] you feel more comfortable in black clothing (
[ ] you dont know what to do anymore
[] you have wanted to die for a stupid reason
[x] you have overreacted to something stupid
[ ] you could care less about school
[] the people that live with you make you feel worse
[ ] you hate your life
TOTAL: 9

TOTAL OUT OF ALL: 9

if you got 4 or under - your fine.
if you got 8-13 - you could be better
if you got 14-17 - see a doctor
if you got 18-22 - your depressed/suicidal
if you got 22-26 - you are very depressed and you had to have at least cut yourself once.
if you got 27-40 - you are one messed up person

//

 Jack Nicholson is the best actor ever egfegegegegegefefe.

That is all.

Wow.

  <rant> Ok, so, people still think it's funny to call me names?
  Like I don't know I'm wierd, or odd, or whatever you want to call it.
  But seriously, it's still funny?

  "HEY TELL YOUR FRIEND SKYLAR I SAID SHE'S UGLY. OH, AND ALL OF YOUR FRIENDS ARE NERDS. TELL THEM I SAID THAT."

   Just to sink that low, to actually HAVE to make fun of someone just because you're not like them, or maybe they have some sort of deficit that makes them different than you.

 Aww, boohoo, you can't hang out in our circle of friends. Who cares? Suck it up and make some new ones.  Plus, telling someone to tell another person something is cowardly. Actually be man enough to tell me to my face.

</rant>

Anyways, I still haven't worked up my courage enough to do certain things*, and it's making me mad.
 I mean, I could totally do it, but I choose not to. Everytime I look over there, I get butterflies, and I back off like, "Whoa, nevermind". Plus, it never interacts with me to the point I can ask, which makes me even more mad. It wants to interact with me, I know, but it just won't.







 *Ask via Facebook IM, or Facebook message, please.

Hurr

  Beans and Strings was kind of awkward.

  I mean, when I got there, I only knew like 2 people, then 2 more, then everyone was like shaking my hand.

  My awkwardness was mostly the cause of my getting the heck away from everyone and hiding in the corner.

  Everyone was great, though. Really friendly to me, and not really like everyone else who I usually bug the heck out of.

  So, my gratefulness goes to you guys, who didn't make me feel like a dinosaur in a pack of llamas.

  -B.H.

Hello, my lovelies.

   Well, this'll be my blog.
                              It'll be fabulously fabulous, my lovely bird children.


   My posts will mostly be spaced out quite a bit, and may be rare.
                              It will mostly be about my days and things that I do, possibly about my opinions.

    My opinions are supported by my wit and intellect, and if you disagree, too bad.



                               My opinion on you will only dwindle
                                                                                        Slowly
                                                                                                down
                                                                                                     the
                                                                                                         rabbit
                                                                                                                hole.